It's a day off and I'm chillin. I've been surfing YouTube for new music. I love discovering new artists. New to me that is. 😉 And today I discovered Chester Lee. He's so amazingly talented! I don't know why he's not blowing out mainstream yet. Powerful lyrics and so much heartfelt emotion. I'm definitely a … Continue reading Say Nothing: I’ve Finally Given Up On You.
In my plexus Like barbed Wire Knots Your cold Steely mangledness Twists Squeezes Crushes Burns Until you Suffocate The spaces And places I need To breathe In ease. Are you more Then a fiery fist Clenched deep within The cavity Of my chest? Are you less Harbinger And more Liberator? Should I not Be wishing … Continue reading Anxiety
I've had the last two days off. My work cycle fits perfectly into my life. 3 days on and 2 days off, sometimes 3. It gives me time to do the things I love, like write, blog, read, chill out, meditate and even exercise lol. August is a hard month for me though, and right … Continue reading August Triggers. Yup…It’s A Thing!
The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood
In my recent post on being ghosted by my eX, I ranted about how cruel ghosting is and how cowardly I think it is to not say goodbye to someone you had an intimate relationship with and just ignore them as if they never existed. She must have literally taken this as a personal challenge, … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF Pt 2: Goodbyes
Sometimes the universe just plays you a song And right in the middle of whatever you're doing You stop and listen and think..."wow". Be Alright The root of all suffering is attachment. In the end only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things … Continue reading Yah…It’s That Kinda Day
Struggling Lost in the shadow side "White knuckling the real - the right now" The depression is deep Cold like ice in my veins Dead beats in a dark heart. She speaks to my sadness Telling me to hold on That I am not alone That even though the darkness consumes And the emptiness looms … Continue reading Just Hold On…