sillyLove
Any day I see you
Is a good day
Any night I lie with you
Is a good night
When your eyes sparkle and dance
And your smile radiates with joy
And tells me that any day you see me
Is a good day
Then on that day
I am a happy happy puppy
You touched me in placesI thought cold and weakDead blackened embersNever to be revivedYou ignited a sparkFed an aching hungerCreated an achingInsatiableWantingScreamingA fire now burnsA raging heatScorching the wiresThat connect my body electricAn unbearable weightNow burdens my lightnessHands clawing at the rawnessOf my open woundsHave I been carelessIn waking this need?Asleep once upon a timeContent…
The siren languishes In the shadows of my mind Like a black cat in heat Waiting for you To breathe in her scent To touch her softness To taste her mouth, her breasts To push her open And slide inside Desire dictates her every movement From the tilt of her smile The sway of her…
The euphoria of writing here again has been sweet. But too short lived. Re-engaging with this blog caused an unexpected and freakish anxiety I could barely contain for three friggin weeks. I couldn’t breathe. My lungs were tight. No air. No reprieve. No release from the madness that fought to control me again. I couldn’t…
Today the rain outside matches the pain in my heart. Damp, cold, softly and dully persistent casting a gray shadow over my life. I fell into a world I thought would embrace me because I wanted it so badly. I was so open to the new, to the experience and to any and all possibilities…save…
These past few weeks have been spent in reflection, gratitude, and a terrible sadness. A sadness so great that today, had me lying in bed until one in the afternoon. The thought of getting up to face another day was just too much. I pulled the covers over my head and fell into the watery…