sheSaid
“fuck me like you kiss me”
and I thought “love me like you fuck me”
A forever memory was in the making.
Still fucking affected.
Sometimes, a fictional story can have such a profound effect on your non-fictional life, that it moves it into an astonishing place of question. ~me I watched a movie last night called Living Out Loud with Holly Hunter, Danny Devito, and Queen Latifah. The film is based on a short story written by Anton Chekhov,…
The siren languishes In the shadows of my mind Like a black cat in heat Waiting for you To breathe in her scent To touch her softness To taste her mouth, her breasts To push her open And slide inside Desire dictates her every movement From the tilt of her smile The sway of her…
These past few weeks have been spent in reflection, gratitude, and a terrible sadness. A sadness so great that today, had me lying in bed until one in the afternoon. The thought of getting up to face another day was just too much. I pulled the covers over my head and fell into the watery…
The euphoria of writing here again has been sweet. But too short lived. Re-engaging with this blog caused an unexpected and freakish anxiety I could barely contain for three friggin weeks. I couldn’t breathe. My lungs were tight. No air. No reprieve. No release from the madness that fought to control me again. I couldn’t…
I marvel at our capacity to feel so much for so long and then in a heartbeat, it’s gone. Nothing left but the cold, black numbness of indifference. If it’s meant to be a layer of protectiveness, a thing that kicks in for self-preservation, then I will embrace it. My skin is not so tough…