I recently read a post I believe was meant for me to read? Old habits I guess. It began like this: There are times I miss you and then I remember the drama. I see pictures pop up on Facebook of you and I and I remember the happy times but they were infrequent and … Continue reading Love In The Aftermath.
So, I kinda fell off the wagon when I got my last and final rejection from her whose name I no longer speak. Yah, my emotional shit always gets in the way of my productive shit. It's a thing. I am a definitely a heart-centered, sensitive person and when my emotional region gets punched in … Continue reading Back On The Wagon!
It's breathtaking how quickly A heartless rejection Can slap those Rose coloured glasses Off your face And crush the dreaminess right out of you. I'm somewhat grateful For these new heart scars From the pain of being ghosted. Without them I would never have seen her For who she is now... Or maybe that's who … Continue reading Rose Coloured Glasses : Broken
I try to do the right things Be the right person Live the right way But no matter how hard I try They are here. In between every thread Of this tapestry. I didn't invite them in. They've always been here. Dark. Menacing. Blocking the happy. Lingering in the sad spaces. I didn't realize there … Continue reading Remembering Me
Am I having a crisis? Midlife? Could be. I qualify. But I'm not sure that's what this is. Am I awakening spiritually? Ah. Something is definitely resonating there. I mentioned a few posts ago that I am wanting to start a new blog. One based on helping others find their light, their purpose, their connection … Continue reading Crisis or Awakening?
After a year and a half, I have to interview for my fucking job tomorrow. How messed up is that?!!! Good news? I'll know before my shift ends. 😶 Life. Trying not to take it personal. ❤
Felicitations! You survived another year lol. I'm not big on resolutions so I haven't made any. Besides, I consider my birthday to be the true beginning of a new year, so I'll consider a res or two in May. For now, I'm just happy and grateful to be still standing! Wow. Pinch. Yup still here. … Continue reading 2019… And Beyond