I often reflect on my life from a place of wonderment. That I’ve even survived is pretty much a miracle. I’ve stopped questioning my purpose and the reasons for the things I’ve endured. I don’t always understand the lessons I’m being taught, but I do believe there is a grand design which will be made…
Keeper of My Heart
She reached out to me recently, and I have been grappling with emotions from one end of the spectrum to the other. Anxiety gripped me to the point of not being able to sleep for two nights, but has since calmed into a place of silent truce. There is never a rational explanation for why…
Messages From The Universe
I’m still in a deeply depressed place, but it lifted a bit two days ago when the Universe sent me a message. It was around 10 pm, and I had to work early the next day. I was about to shut down Pinterest on my iPad and get ready for bed, when a message in…
Hello Alice
Alice: Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?Cheshire: That depends a good deal on where you want to get to.Alice: I don't much care where.Cheshire: Then it doesn't much matter which way you go.Alice: So long as I get somewhere.Cheshire: Oh, you're sure to do that, if only you…
11202020, Numerology and Guardian Angels
Today’s date is 11202020. And it’s been a bitch of a day. I'm a strong believer in signs. Pretty much all signs. I've seen enough of them to understand they are worthy of recognition and attention. For the past few months I've been seeing the number 11 almost every time I look at a clock.…
Gratitude
I found music again! Wow. So very grateful. I've missed you! Thank you, Universe! And thank you to my Guardian Angel, of course. We've been talking alot lately. 👼🏿 At work this weekend. Saturdays are Clean-Your-Room Day. I used to hook up my iPod, crank out the tunes and dance around with my clients. They…
Gaslighting and Other Lovely Forms of Emotional Torture.
At work. Feel like I'm always at work. In truth my schedule is ideal. Even tho my shifts are 12 hours long I do have half the month off. And while I am truly grateful for that, some days the shifts just drag and drag and drag! It's Halloween and my one client, who is…
Old Bones
The euphoria was sweet. But too short lived. Re-engaging with this blog caused an unexpected and freakish anxiety I could barely contain for three friggin weeks. I couldn’t breathe. My lungs were tight. No air. No reprieve. No release from the madness that fought to control me again. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. But…
