Struggling a bit today. Well, a lot actually. Three things are triggering me right now. My kid. My partner. And a ghost from a dark past. My Kid. I have a millennial. Nuff said lol. Kidding! She just turned 29 and up until about 3 years ago we were tight. Like mother daughter weekly movie … Continue reading Kids, Partners and Ghosts.
NOTE: Originally posted August 11, 2012, just months after I started this blog, and won the coveted Freshly Pressed award. Yay me! When I revamped this site and removed all the painful posts about my lesbian anguish, I accidentally deleted this post as well. It deserves space on this blog and among my writings. I'm … Continue reading Forgotten Children
I've been working like a fiend this past year. New job. Love it. Working with DeafBlind clients. Amazing! It is such an incredibly humbling and rewarding experience. Learned two types of Sign Language - not fluent yet, but I can speak without words now. Kinda cool. 😉 And truth be told, I think I have … Continue reading Missing My Muse
My phone exploded with messages from friends and family telling me of the horror. I had barely been at work an hour when the texting began. Slowly a first. A then a flood of concern and inquiry. "Is everyone at Home alright?" They asked. "I think so. Why? What's happened?" I had no idea. "Turn … Continue reading Strong. Beautiful. Community.
This is a note to the reader of my blog who feels it necessary to forward my posts to the attention of my partner. Fuck YOU. You, no doubt, want to stir up the muddy sediment of insecurity and fear in the hopes of what? I'm still not clear since you have nothing to gain, … Continue reading Fuck YOU
She promised she would never leave. But she did. I’m sure she’s forgotten and expects to be forgiven the breaking of her word. She said she couldn’t imagine life without me in it. Clearly, she didn’t realize imagination is limitless. She said we’d be friends. I see no evidence of that. She never calls, or … Continue reading Time Lessons