Mood

The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood

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Live Your Life

Having trouble getting back here. Doesn't quite feel like home anymore. Much has changed lately. And I'm not sure where that leaves me Exactly. A little misplaced. A little lost. Feeling like a stranger in this new skinned version of me. I observe myself From a distance. Still seeking... I will always seek But of … Continue reading Live Your Life

No Time

It's a heart wrenching thing when someone whose world used to revolve around you, and yours around them, suddenly has no time for you. The I can't talk now's. The I'm just really busy right now's. The I'm too tired right now's. The I'm with my girlfriend right now's are clear tells that you've lost … Continue reading No Time

WTF #2

So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2