Having trouble getting back here. Doesn't quite feel like home anymore. Much has changed lately. And I'm not sure where that leaves me Exactly. A little misplaced. A little lost. Feeling like a stranger in this new skinned version of me. I observe myself From a distance. Still seeking... I will always seek But of … Continue reading Live Your Best Life!
I can't tell you how many times I've heard "Do It Scared!"; fully embraced its meaning, put on my big girl pants, walked up to the thing I was scared of and then...POOF! my brave melted into my fear and disappeared in a super cloud of animated cartoon dust. For real. Ran away like my life … Continue reading Doing It Scared: #1 People Pleasing
Am I having a crisis? Midlife? Could be. I qualify. But I'm not sure that's what this is. Am I awakening spiritually? Ah. Something is definitely resonating there. I mentioned a few posts ago that I am wanting to start a new blog. One based on helping others find their light, their purpose, their connection … Continue reading Crisis or Awakening?
It's a heart wrenching thing when someone whose world used to revolve around you, and yours around them, suddenly has no time for you. The I can't talk now's. The I'm just really busy right now's. The I'm too tired right now's. The I'm with my girlfriend right now's are clear tells that you've lost … Continue reading No Time
So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2
Struggling a bit today. Well, a lot actually. Three things are triggering me right now. My kid. My partner. And a ghost from a dark past. My Kid. I have a millennial. Nuff said lol. Kidding! She just turned 29 and up until about 3 years ago we were tight. Like mother daughter weekly movie … Continue reading Kids, Partners and Ghosts.
NOTE: Originally posted August 11, 2012, just months after I started this blog, and won the coveted Freshly Pressed award. Yay me! When I revamped this site and removed all the painful posts about my lesbian anguish, I accidentally deleted this post as well. It deserves space on this blog and among my writings. I'm … Continue reading Forgotten Children