It's breathtaking how quickly A heartless rejection Can slap those Rose coloured glasses Off your face And crush the dreaminess right out of you. I'm somewhat grateful For these new heart scars From the pain of being ghosted. Without them I would never have seen her For who she is now... Or maybe that's who … Continue reading Rose Coloured Glasses : Broken
In my recent post on being ghosted by my eX, I ranted about how cruel ghosting is and how cowardly I think it is to not say goodbye to someone you had an intimate relationship with and just ignore them as if they never existed. She must have literally taken this as a personal challenge, … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF Pt 2: Goodbyes
I didn't know what ghosting was until a few months ago and I sure as hell never thought it would be happening to me just a few weeks later. And I gotta tell ya, it is fucking brutal, extremely painful, and completely unnecessary unless you're in an abusive relationship. Some relationships are prohibitive and restrictive. … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF.
Sometimes the universe just plays you a song And right in the middle of whatever you're doing You stop and listen and think..."wow". Be Alright The root of all suffering is attachment. In the end only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things … Continue reading Yah…It’s That Kinda Day
Struggling Lost in the shadow side "White knuckling the real - the right now" The depression is deep Cold like ice in my veins Dead beats in a dark heart. She speaks to my sadness Telling me to hold on That I am not alone That even though the darkness consumes And the emptiness looms … Continue reading Just Hold On…
It took a minute. Well. More than a minute. More like 5 years and then some. And when I say it like that it almost seems ridiculous, doesn't it? And I almost feel a little foolish that it's taken me so long. But the heart is a thing not always controlled. I finally understand You … Continue reading Goodbyes…
There's been a shift in my emotional landscape. Well, more like a fucking earthquake. An internal shaking on the surface of my heart has resulted in a sudden release of life-altering energy in my personal lithosphere. Um... that's my way of saying my world lately has been astronomically rocked. And whether it's been in a … Continue reading First Loves, Emotional Shifts and Strings From the Past.