On the train heading back from Toronto. Did a solo three day stint. Been a while since I've been home. A friend needed my support. Death has touched the inner circle again and my purpose was a welcome diversion. Looking into the milky gray of the watery sunset, seeing the rolling fields of almost-green, and … Continue reading Lonely Roads #3
Am I having a crisis? Midlife? Could be. I qualify. But I'm not sure that's what this is. Am I awakening spiritually? Ah. Something is definitely resonating there. I mentioned a few posts ago that I am wanting to start a new blog. One based on helping others find their light, their purpose, their connection … Continue reading Crisis or Awakening?
It's a heart wrenching thing when someone whose world used to revolve around you, and yours around them, suddenly has no time for you. The I can't talk now's. The I'm just really busy right now's. The I'm too tired right now's. The I'm with my girlfriend right now's are clear tells that you've lost … Continue reading No Time
So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2
Felicitations! You survived another year lol. I'm not big on resolutions so I haven't made any. Besides, I consider my birthday to be the true beginning of a new year, so I'll consider a res or two in May. For now, I'm just happy and grateful to be still standing! Wow. Pinch. Yup still here. … Continue reading 2019… And Beyond
This is a note to the reader of my blog who feels it necessary to forward my posts to the attention of my partner. Fuck YOU. You, no doubt, want to stir up the muddy sediment of insecurity and fear in the hopes of what? I'm still not clear since you have nothing to gain, … Continue reading Fuck YOU