The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood
So, I kinda fell off the wagon when I got my last and final rejection from her whose name I no longer speak. Yah, my emotional shit always gets in the way of my productive shit. It's a thing. I am a definitely a heart-centered, sensitive person and when my emotional region gets punched in … Continue reading Back On The Wagon!
In my recent post on being ghosted by my eX, I ranted about how cruel ghosting is and how cowardly I think it is to not say goodbye to someone you had an intimate relationship with and just ignore them as if they never existed. She must have literally taken this as a personal challenge, … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF Pt 2: Goodbyes
I didn't know what ghosting was until a few months ago and I sure as hell never thought it would be happening to me just a few weeks later. And I gotta tell ya, it is fucking brutal, extremely painful, and completely unnecessary unless you're in an abusive relationship. Some relationships are prohibitive and restrictive. … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF.
Sometimes the universe just plays you a song And right in the middle of whatever you're doing You stop and listen and think..."wow". Be Alright The root of all suffering is attachment. In the end only three things matter: how much you loved, how gently you lived, and how gracefully you let go of things … Continue reading Yah…It’s That Kinda Day
Struggling Lost in the shadow side "White knuckling the real - the right now" The depression is deep Cold like ice in my veins Dead beats in a dark heart. She speaks to my sadness Telling me to hold on That I am not alone That even though the darkness consumes And the emptiness looms … Continue reading Just Hold On…
I don't get it. I just don't get it! Just when I think I've done well In managing the hard shit life has been throwing at me lately With maturity and dignity and grace And still keeping my sanity and emotional balance intact No matter how brutal the waves of backlash No matter how great … Continue reading You’re Kidding. Right?