Recently, I was made aware that one version of my Cinderella story may require me to save a life. I say that in all seriousness. And to be honest, it has put me in a rather uncomfortable position. I am not a saviour. When someone does not care for themselves properly, to the point where…
Giving Up
There are days when I wonder if any of this is real. Did I really come out at 47? And fail? Did I leave my unconditionally loving, loyal, family - the only true family I have - for a woman I thought loved me as much as I loved her? Did I fall in love…
Where Is The Peace In Love?
Through a strange and painful array of events, we have found that spark between us again. Both questioning it, mistrusting it and wondering what to do with it. Maybe it never left. Just hidden from the war. I'd like to think you can never really destroy true love. It just takes a hiatus from all…
Messages From The Universe
I’m still in a deeply depressed place, but it lifted a bit two days ago when the Universe sent me a message. It was around 10 pm, and I had to work early the next day. I was about to shut down Pinterest on my iPad and get ready for bed, when a message in…
Dark Mother
These past few weeks have been spent in reflection, gratitude, and a terrible sadness. A sadness so great, that today, had me lying in bed until one in the afternoon. The thought of getting up to face another day was just too much. I pulled the covers over my head and fell into the watery…
I Can’t Get You Out Of My Head!
Have you ever had a song stuck in your head, and no matter what you do it will not stop playing? You wake up and it's there. You're not thinking of anything in particular and it's there. You go to sleep and it's there. Like 24/7 it's there?!!! Well, last week I was searching for…
Alone Again. Un-Naturally. 😔
I woke up to a Dear Jane text about a month ago. She finally found the courage to do what I myself could not. It was the same day I wrote my last post. I kinda needed a minute to process... Back in August we were brimming with aggression and I kinda lost it and…
Gratitude
I found music again! Wow. So very grateful. I've missed you! Thank you, Universe! And thank you to my Guardian Angel, of course. We've been talking alot lately. 👼🏿 At work this weekend. Saturdays are Clean-Your-Room Day. I used to hook up my iPod, crank out the tunes and dance around with my clients. They…
Shadows
Hovering silentlyOn the precipice of lifeNear the shadowsWhere wild things go to die Stay safe. Be kind.❤🙏🏽😷