So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2
Struggling a bit today. Well, a lot actually. Three things are triggering me right now. My kid. My partner. And a ghost from a dark past. My Kid. I have a millennial. Nuff said lol. Kidding! She just turned 29 and up until about 3 years ago we were tight. Like mother daughter weekly movie … Continue reading Kids, Partners and Ghosts.
I've decided to take the leap. Yup. I'm joining the throngs of bloggers who monetize their blogs. But it won't be this blog. Nope. I still need a space to just be me and this space is just for me no matter who reads it. 😊 I've spent the past two months reading articles, studying … Continue reading Thinking Can Seriously Fuck You Up. Don’t Let It!
I stand at the edge in despair. Dejected. Confused. Alone. A sullen spectator to the fading magnificence of my literary world. Ravaged and ruined by the conflict of rules contained within simple words of caution. A lone witness to the power in the invisible placement of intentional boundaries. I move. I shift. I aimlessly drift. Wide-eyed … Continue reading Battlefield
Lately I've been feeling my personal/emotional worldview slipping from one kalidescope into another. Things I once knew with such certainty are now hovering on the fringe of doubt. And things I was absolutely positive would never be entertained by this seven dimensional mind, are springing into view lively and energetic. In part, I am saddened … Continue reading Internal Dialogue #1