On the train heading back from Toronto. Did a solo three day stint. Been a while since I've been home. A friend needed my support. Death has touched the inner circle again and my purpose was a welcome diversion. Looking into the milky gray of the watery sunset, seeing the rolling fields of almost-green, and … Continue reading Lonely Roads #3
I've decided to take the leap. Yup. I'm joining the throngs of bloggers who monetize their blogs. But it won't be this blog. Nope. I still need a space to just be me and this space is just for me no matter who reads it. 😊 I've spent the past two months reading articles, studying … Continue reading Thinking Can Seriously Fuck You Up. Don’t Let It!
My phone exploded with messages from friends and family telling me of the horror. I had barely been at work an hour when the texting began. Slowly a first. A then a flood of concern and inquiry. "Is everyone at Home alright?" They asked. "I think so. Why? What's happened?" I had no idea. "Turn … Continue reading Strong. Beautiful. Community.
She promised she would never leave. But she did. I’m sure she’s forgotten and expects to be forgiven the breaking of her word. She said she couldn’t imagine life without me in it. Clearly, she didn’t realize imagination is limitless. She said we’d be friends. I see no evidence of that. She never calls, or … Continue reading Time Lessons
Lately I've been feeling my personal/emotional worldview slipping from one kalidescope into another. Things I once knew with such certainty are now hovering on the fringe of doubt. And things I was absolutely positive would never be entertained by this seven dimensional mind, are springing into view lively and energetic. In part, I am saddened … Continue reading Internal Dialogue #1
On the bus again. Solitude beckons. Heartache shared. I've screamed. I've cried. I've left. I've hurt. I've breathed. I've let go. So many regrets Live inside the place Where Hope should have thrived. I am human. I've made mistakes. This bus ride Is not one of them. For weeks I've listened and watched The Canada … Continue reading Lonely Roads #2