Having trouble getting back here. Doesn't quite feel like home anymore. Much has changed lately. And I'm not sure where that leaves me Exactly. A little misplaced. A little lost. Feeling like a stranger in this new skinned version of me. I observe myself From a distance. Still seeking... I will always seek But of … Continue reading Live Your Life
I try to do the right things Be the right person Live the right way But no matter how hard I try They are here. In between every thread Of this tapestry. I didn't invite them in. They've always been here. Dark. Menacing. Blocking the happy. Lingering in the sad spaces. I didn't realize there … Continue reading Remembering Me
I was murdered. Stoned alive. By the judge and executioner Of Silence. Bled to the bone I am dry Lost and forsaken to darkness As only the punished can be. I walk among My demons Their heavy cross of confusion Mine alone to bear. I plead I beg I push against The rock that encases … Continue reading Resurrection
On the train heading back from Toronto. Did a solo three-day stint. Been a while since I've been home. A friend needed my support. Death has touched the inner circle again and my purpose was a welcome diversion. Looking into the milky gray of the watery sunset, seeing the rolling fields of almost-green, and naked … Continue reading Lonely Roads #3
I've decided to take the leap. Yup. I'm joining the throngs of bloggers who monetize their blogs. But it won't be this blog. Nope. I still need a space to just be me and this space is just for me no matter who reads it. 😊 I've spent the past two months reading articles, studying … Continue reading Thinking Can Seriously Fuck You Up. Don’t Let It!
My phone exploded with messages from friends and family telling me of the horror. I had barely been at work an hour when the texting began. Slowly a first. A then a flood of concern and inquiry. "Is everyone at Home alright?" They asked. "I think so. Why? What's happened?" I had no idea. "Turn … Continue reading Strong. Beautiful. Community.