I Just Wanted To Dance!

I still marvel at how the universe and ones heart so often seem to be on the same wavelength. Connected in some mystical way. 😉 I'd call it serendipity but it's not always a good thing. Ever notice how when something is weighing heavy on your mind, suddenly you are inundated with show and tells…

Old Bones

The euphoria was sweet. But too short lived. Re-engaging with this blog caused an unexpected and freakish anxiety I could barely contain for three friggin weeks. I couldn’t breathe. My lungs were tight. No air. No reprieve. No release from the madness that fought to control me again. I couldn’t stop thinking about her. But…

Survivor Sisters

"I can't be less than who I am, for anyone." My sister said this to me today during a phone conversation about life and relationships. She's single. Christian. Has been both for a long time. She turned 50 last week with a sad and dismal awareness of what should have been a festive celebration of…

My Blog. All Mine.

Eleven years ago I started this blog. For me. I knew nothing of blogging other than it might be a cool place to vent all the angst around my coming out. I thought it would be private, anonymous and freeing. And for a short time it was. I knew nothing about followers. And then I…

New Beginnings

I promised myself that when I actually had a block of time I would sit down and revisit this blog. I'm in the middle of a two week stay-cay and I made a list of things that need doing. This was definitely one of them. To revisit this space that has been witness to me…