Goodbyes…

It took a minute. Well. More than a minute. More like 5 years and then some. And when I say it like that it almost seems ridiculous, doesn't it? And I almost feel a little foolish that it's taken me so long. But the heart is a thing not always controlled. I finally understand You … Continue reading Goodbyes…

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Remembering Me

I try to do the right things Be the right person Live the right way But no matter how hard I try They are here. In between every thread Of this tapestry. I didn't invite them in. They've always been here. Dark. Menacing. Blocking the happy. Lingering in the sad spaces. I didn't realize there … Continue reading Remembering Me

First Loves, Emotional Shifts and Strings From the Past.

There's been a shift in my emotional landscape. Well, more like a fucking earthquake. An internal shaking on the surface of my heart has resulted in a sudden release of life-altering energy in my personal lithosphere. Um... that's my way of saying my world lately has been astronomically rocked. And whether it's been in a … Continue reading First Loves, Emotional Shifts and Strings From the Past.

Thank You and Be Free, My Insecurities

Love this. Honestly, this is one of the most beautiful and profound and deeply meaningful posts – to me personally – that I’ve read in a long time. Not to mention perfectly timed. Thank you lovely one. ❤🙏😊

Untangled

I packed my bag of insecurities
and sent it floating down the river

I watched it hit the rocks
and get caught up in the swirling current
clinging; begging to stay
for just one more day
one more week
a few more years

I gently called to the baggage
“let go, move with the current
find open water
and be free”

My insecurities
have served their purpose
keeping me cocooned
in a place of quiet and fear

Until the day
I began to practice
setting boundaries
and showing my strength to others
instead of silently resisting
the fear of being alone

Then came the day
when I trusted; I knew
that I could take
those insecurities
those fears of saying, “no”
and send them down the river

I started with a few silent
notes on the current
until I grew stronger

Today with feet firmly
rooted on the ground
I…

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No Time

It's a heart wrenching thing when someone whose world used to revolve around you, and yours around them, suddenly has no time for you. The I can't talk now's. The I'm just really busy right now's. The I'm too tired right now's. The I'm with my girlfriend right now's are clear tells that you've lost … Continue reading No Time