Wheat Child : Unedited

I was sitting at the kitchen table in the group home where I work when sharp flashes of light started glinting off my glasses. I was texting Uber for my ride home. After a few more distracting, and frankly annoying flashes, I looked up quickly in frustration feeling agitated. I was having a shit day … Continue reading Wheat Child : Unedited

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Back On The Wagon!

So, I kinda fell off the wagon when I got my last and final rejection from her whose name I no longer speak. Yah, my emotional shit always gets in the way of my productive shit. It's a thing. I am a definitely a heart-centered, sensitive person and when my emotional region gets punched in … Continue reading Back On The Wagon!

Thank You and Be Free, My Insecurities

Love this. Honestly, this is one of the most beautiful and profound and deeply meaningful posts – to me personally – that I’ve read in a long time. Not to mention perfectly timed. Thank you lovely one. ❤🙏😊

Untangled

I packed my bag of insecurities
and sent it floating down the river

I watched it hit the rocks
and get caught up in the swirling current
clinging; begging to stay
for just one more day
one more week
a few more years

I gently called to the baggage
“let go, move with the current
find open water
and be free”

My insecurities
have served their purpose
keeping me cocooned
in a place of quiet and fear

Until the day
I began to practice
setting boundaries
and showing my strength to others
instead of silently resisting
the fear of being alone

Then came the day
when I trusted; I knew
that I could take
those insecurities
those fears of saying, “no”
and send them down the river

I started with a few silent
notes on the current
until I grew stronger

Today with feet firmly
rooted on the ground
I…

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WTF #2

So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2