70’s Sunday Playlist

I came into work this morning with a new energy. It feels good. I feel good. I can't remember when I felt so light. This coming out experience has not only been crooked, it's been fucking jagged and rough. And while its had its beautiful moments, its been full of too much heartache. Still...I wouldn't … Continue reading 70’s Sunday Playlist

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Remembering Me

I try to do the right things Be the right person Live the right way But no matter how hard I try They are here. In between every thread Of this tapestry. I didn't invite them in. They've always been here. Dark. Menacing. Blocking the happy. Lingering in the sad spaces. I didn't realize there … Continue reading Remembering Me

Thank You and Be Free, My Insecurities

Love this. Honestly, this is one of the most beautiful and profound and deeply meaningful posts – to me personally – that I’ve read in a long time. Not to mention perfectly timed. Thank you lovely one. ❤🙏😊

Untangled

I packed my bag of insecurities
and sent it floating down the river

I watched it hit the rocks
and get caught up in the swirling current
clinging; begging to stay
for just one more day
one more week
a few more years

I gently called to the baggage
“let go, move with the current
find open water
and be free”

My insecurities
have served their purpose
keeping me cocooned
in a place of quiet and fear

Until the day
I began to practice
setting boundaries
and showing my strength to others
instead of silently resisting
the fear of being alone

Then came the day
when I trusted; I knew
that I could take
those insecurities
those fears of saying, “no”
and send them down the river

I started with a few silent
notes on the current
until I grew stronger

Today with feet firmly
rooted on the ground
I…

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No Time

It's a heart wrenching thing when someone whose world used to revolve around you, and yours around them, suddenly has no time for you. The I can't talk now's. The I'm just really busy right now's. The I'm too tired right now's. The I'm with my girlfriend right now's are clear tells that you've lost … Continue reading No Time

WTF #2

So I got the job. My job. The job I had to apply for three times and interview for twice, even though I have been working it for one and a half years. I should be excited, happy, or at least mildly elated. But I'm not. I'm grateful to the universe for the course correction. … Continue reading WTF #2