I've had the last two days off. My work cycle fits perfectly into my life. 3 days on and 2 days off, sometimes 3. It gives me time to do the things I love, like write, blog, read, chill out, meditate and even exercise lol. August is a hard month for me though, and right … Continue reading August Triggers. Yup…It’s A Thing!
I recently read a post I believe was meant for me to read? Old habits I guess. It began like this: There are times I miss you and then I remember the drama. I see pictures pop up on Facebook of you and I and I remember the happy times but they were infrequent and … Continue reading Love In The Aftermath.
The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood
So, I kinda fell off the wagon when I got my last and final rejection from her whose name I no longer speak. Yah, my emotional shit always gets in the way of my productive shit. It's a thing. I am a definitely a heart-centered, sensitive person and when my emotional region gets punched in … Continue reading Back On The Wagon!
It's breathtaking how quickly A heartless rejection Can slap those Rose coloured glasses Off your face And crush the dreaminess right out of you. I'm somewhat grateful For these new heart scars From the pain of being ghosted. Without them I would never have seen her For who she is now... Or maybe that's who … Continue reading Rose Coloured Glasses : Broken
In my recent post on being ghosted by my eX, I ranted about how cruel ghosting is and how cowardly I think it is to not say goodbye to someone you had an intimate relationship with and just ignore them as if they never existed. She must have literally taken this as a personal challenge, … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF Pt 2: Goodbyes
I didn't know what ghosting was until a few months ago and I sure as hell never thought it would be happening to me just a few weeks later. And I gotta tell ya, it is fucking brutal, extremely painful, and completely unnecessary unless you're in an abusive relationship. Some relationships are prohibitive and restrictive. … Continue reading Ghosted. Seriously? WTF.