Taking Back My Maysa

Stuck in a sensual groove right now. She's in my head. My blood. My soul. I gave her up but I never really let her go. She's ever-present in my moods. Soft. Sultry. Sexy AF. Her smooth mellow notes carving deep, permanent grooves in the vinyl of my life. Her renditions seduce me, open me … Continue reading Taking Back My Maysa


My Coming Out Anniversary

11 years 11 days ago I came out. Though I didn't know I was going to do it At the time. A late bloomer Newly married It wasn't planned Or even a thing I thought I would ever do. There were no banners No parades No fanfare No proclamations that Trish's life matters. Just the … Continue reading My Coming Out Anniversary


The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood