I've had the last two days off. My work cycle fits perfectly into my life. 3 days on and 2 days off, sometimes 3. It gives me time to do the things I love, like write, blog, read, chill out, meditate and even exercise lol. August is a hard month for me though, and right … Continue reading August Triggers. Yup…It’s A Thing!
Stuck in a sensual groove right now. She's in my head. My blood. My soul. I gave her up but I never really let her go. She's ever-present in my moods. Soft. Sultry. Sexy AF. Her smooth mellow notes carving deep, permanent grooves in the vinyl of my life. Her renditions seduce me, open me … Continue reading Taking Back My Maysa
11 years 11 days ago I came out. Though I didn't know I was going to do it At the time. A late bloomer Newly married It wasn't planned Or even a thing I thought I would ever do. There were no banners No parades No fanfare No proclamations that Trish's life matters. Just the … Continue reading My Coming Out Anniversary
I recently read a post I believe was meant for me to read? Old habits I guess. It began like this: There are times I miss you and then I remember the drama. I see pictures pop up on Facebook of you and I and I remember the happy times but they were infrequent and … Continue reading Love In The Aftermath.
The touch The smell The warmth Of the familiar. Gone. The depth of my confusion is deep. Rethinking life. Pondering this puzzle of all puzzles. Questioning decisions And the right and wrong of it all. Feeling the regret Of moves that broke The correctness of what I had For the thing I sought And thought … Continue reading Mood
I was sitting at the kitchen table in the group home where I work when sharp flashes of light started glinting off my glasses. I was texting Uber for my ride home. After a few more distracting, and frankly annoying flashes, I looked up quickly in frustration feeling agitated. I was having a shit day … Continue reading Wheat Child : Unedited
So, I kinda fell off the wagon when I got my last and final rejection from her whose name I no longer speak. Yah, my emotional shit always gets in the way of my productive shit. It's a thing. I am a definitely a heart-centered, sensitive person and when my emotional region gets punched in … Continue reading Back On The Wagon!