Today’s date is 11202020. And it’s been a bitch of a day. I’m a strong believer in signs. Pretty much all signs. I’ve seen enough of them to understand they are worthy of recognition and attention.

For the past few months I’ve been seeing the number 11 almost every time I look at a clock. 11:11. Or 1:11. Or 0:11.

Really. It’s uncanny.

During this time I’ve also been reading about Angels. I’ve come to believe that we all have a Guardian Angel who walks with us 24/7 helping to make our lives easier and achieve our higher purpose. That’s why they’re here. That’s the only thing they have to do. Their sole reason for being here on Earth is to help us. But we have to talk to them every day and truly ask from our hearts for the things we wish to receive. I don’t know about you but I find the thought of having my very own Guardian Angel walking with me 24/7, an immense comfort. 👼🏿❤

I haven’t been writing about it here cuz you know, this was meant to be a blog about coming out and lesbian drama…which it will continue to be I’m sure lol, but it’s also just about Me. And some of the other BIG changes going on in my life are of a spiritual nature. I’m an Energy Healer who hasn’t been doing much healing. Not even for myself. Even tho every fibre of my being pulls me in that direction and when I step away from it for too long I am unhappy. I’m an Usui Reiki Master, a Chakra Healing Master, and I’ve just started a Meditation Teacher course even tho my own meditation practice has been weak lately. But, I’m starting to feel like a fraud. Like the worst Energy Healer ever. And it’s really been bothering me for awhile now.

In the past few months that nagging has been amplified tenfold and I feel certain I’m supposed to be doing something more with my life. Like I’m not fulfilling my true purpose. That BIG change I mentioned a few posts back has to do with this very thing specifically.

I have made great progress in realizing my spiritual path – (notice that I said spiritual and not religious and that’s why I can still say shit and damn and fuck lol) – and as such this is becoming a deeper, more personal journey of self discovery. And while it feels a little, well, a lot scary to be making some of these BIG changes, it also feels perfectly right.

I’ve always believed in a higher power and I’ve always believed I have a Guardian Angel. There’s no way I could have survived some of the shit I’ve been thru if I didn’t have one. But I’ve never really talked to him/her. Not consistently. I say thank you for the near misses, but I haven’t truly felt connected. Or as grateful as I probably could be. Not like I’m starting to become now. It’s a very cool feeling. A little bit like discovering God I imagine.

A few months ago I was introduced to the writings of Lorna Byrne, a modern-day Irish mystic, who has been seeing and talking to angels since she was a very small child. Her story is remarkable and nothing short of a miracle. Her messages of love and hope lend credibility to her autobiography, but even more importantly, they make you want to believe. And who doesn’t want to believe that angels exist?

Thru her writings, Lorna presents messages from God and the angels. Some of the messages she shares with the world thru her writings are:

  • Every person has a soul.
  • Every person has a guardian angel.
  • God is real.
  • It doesn’t matter what you believe or even if you believe in nothing.
  • There is always hope.
  • Prayer is powerful.

How beautiful is that? 🙂

So, this morning, when I walked into my kitchen after a lengthy phone conversation with my daughter, and saw the stove clock, the microwave clock, and the Bose radio clock all reading 11:11, I decided to look up the meaning of the number 11 cuz I believe wholeheartedly now that someone somewhere is trying to tell me something.

Here’s what I found:

1) Number 11 is the Master number that is related to Karma. This number is also a symbol of spiritual awakening. If this number keeps appearing very often by your side, it means that you should turn more to your spiritual life. You have your life purpose on this planet and you need to serve others.

2) These numbers tell you your Angels are saying take action now, for it is your time to create the life you choose for yourself. Stay focused, and if you need to step away from the crowd or your friends for a time to stay in alignment with your purpose, it’s OK to do so.


Wow is all I can say.

I’m clearly on the right path.

Thank you, Universe.

Namaste 🙏🏽❤

And the 202020?

1+1+2+0+2+0+2+0 also adds up to the number 8 which means harmony, peace, and balance. It is a symbol that helps you make decisions that are beneficial to you in your life.

Yeah, the universe works in mysterious ways.

As I finished this post I looked at the time.



Gonna go rip my house apart and rearrange shit. Stress reliever.

Or. Just sit and cry.

Not sure which.

Stay safe. Be kind.


2 thoughts on “11202020, Numerology and Guardian Angels

  1. I’ve read her book. It’s fascinating! I wish you well on your spiritual journey Tdot. And don’t worry something tells me that you are not the worst energy healer ever. 😉 Remember that it’s all about intention and I feel like yours is pure. Sending love from across the pond. 🙏🏽❤

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