I Have Always Just Loved YOU

Just sooooo loving you right now
And kinda wished
You could have just sooooo loved me too
When I really needed you…
But you didn’t.
You judged
You criticized
You left me
But now you love me again?
Think I am wonderful again?
Why?
I’m still… Me.
Crazy
Sad
Happy
Depressed
Quiet
Loud
Silly
Stubborn
Submissive
Imaginative
Ridiculous
Writer
Lover
Me
Still me. Always ME
Remember me baby?
Do you even know who I am?
Woulda been nice
If you had just seen me
And accepted me
And loved me
And been with me thru the bad
And the good
Hmmm…
But you weren’t
Is that what ‘fairweather’ means?

The good is easy baby.
The good is always easy.
The good is always fucking easy…
And my heart hurts
Cuz you only accept me
When it’s easy

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