I sit alone and wonder
Am I on the right path?
I have known such suffering
Such despair
Such loneliness
And even now
I am alone unto myself
With no love true to me
No man or woman who wants me
Me in all that I am
With all the I bring
Am I simply meant to always know love
From the outside in?
The observer
Distanced and corrupted with the knowledge
That no one speaks their heart
Without ulterior gain in hand
I believed because I wanted
So eager to be blinded by the want
And now I sit alone, wondering
What was it all for?
Why do I always play the fool?
Once so full of love and hope
Joy and compassion
Now, dreading the darkness
Knowing soon I will be in it alone
Empty of the dreams
That once gave me life
And fearful that I may never find home…

Published by: t.dot

A late-bloomer who definitely came out crooked, dove in, got a little broken, patched herself up again and...voila! Upright ;) Sort of lol.

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