I have never felt such deep despair
Or fear that I won’t survive this time
I have no strength left to fight
Weary from the constant battle
That has been my life
God has abandoned me
And I hear the angels weeping
Thoughts of death consume me
Of my mother dying alone
And forgotten at 52
Am I destined to repeat her fate?
My hope is fading
My dreams are no comfort
My belief slowly turning to stone
I have lost my light
My beautiful brilliant light
And now there is nothing to guide me
I am broken
I am beaten
And if this is all there is
I give up

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A late-bloomer who definitely came out crooked, dove in, got a little broken, patched herself up again and...voila! Upright ;) Sort of lol.

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