Reborn

If I could be all that you needed
If I could be all you desired
If I thought I could kiss away the pain
And fog the memories
If I knew that you loved me
Unconditionally
And in spite of myself
That I could keep you happy
And you could do the same for me
That we could fill each others hearts
With goodness and love and hope
That we wouldn’t keep slipping through
And oh so painfully
Past each other
Always so close
Yet achingly apart
I would bravely
Walk through the fire
Burn in its raging heat
Sink into depths so deep
That I could not swim
Because I know you would save me
Then and only then
Would I willingly
Lovingly
Eternally
Be reborn to you
And only you

Sigh.

But I am just a silly girl
Filled with foolish dreams
And romantic notions
Drowning in mistrust and doubt
And your love
Your sweetest of loves
Has been lost to me
Amidst so much pain
And devastation
And so I die a thousand deaths instead

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